As time goes by
Blimey, it has been a long time, since I last wrote.
Well, lot's happend. Young Danny turned 3 and I am now a proud Mama of a 3 and a 4 year old. Alec is still happy at school. However he is having a tonsillectomy on February 13th. Dreading it, but it has to be done. Both boys have been poorly over the past 3 weeks - usually when Daddy is away - thanks a bunch... Hopfully Alec is getting fit enough for the operation. Still nearly a week to go.
My Mama's 3rd anniversary has also been and gone. I seem to have no real time to sit down and properly think about her. The weeks before the 25th of January have been hard. Nearly every day it hit me that she is gone and how much I still miss her. But life goes on and espacially now with little baby growing inside me. That, of course, seems to bring back even more memories of that time when I lost her. Wearing the coat again with a big belly, the cardigan...all those memories keep rushing back. Still, that makes her more and more present at the moment.
After Danny's party, the boys got one balloon each and the second we left the building, Dannys balloon flew away. He was not really bothered, but Alec was well upset. Somehow they both got it in their little heads, that Oma in heaven got the balloon now. Not very satisfying. The following morning Daddy flew to USA and each and every day on the phone the boys reminded him to pass by Oma on the flight back and fetch that balloon back. Oma doesn't really need it they decided.
I love the boys! Unconditionally.
Andrea. x
Well, lot's happend. Young Danny turned 3 and I am now a proud Mama of a 3 and a 4 year old. Alec is still happy at school. However he is having a tonsillectomy on February 13th. Dreading it, but it has to be done. Both boys have been poorly over the past 3 weeks - usually when Daddy is away - thanks a bunch... Hopfully Alec is getting fit enough for the operation. Still nearly a week to go.
My Mama's 3rd anniversary has also been and gone. I seem to have no real time to sit down and properly think about her. The weeks before the 25th of January have been hard. Nearly every day it hit me that she is gone and how much I still miss her. But life goes on and espacially now with little baby growing inside me. That, of course, seems to bring back even more memories of that time when I lost her. Wearing the coat again with a big belly, the cardigan...all those memories keep rushing back. Still, that makes her more and more present at the moment.
After Danny's party, the boys got one balloon each and the second we left the building, Dannys balloon flew away. He was not really bothered, but Alec was well upset. Somehow they both got it in their little heads, that Oma in heaven got the balloon now. Not very satisfying. The following morning Daddy flew to USA and each and every day on the phone the boys reminded him to pass by Oma on the flight back and fetch that balloon back. Oma doesn't really need it they decided.
I love the boys! Unconditionally.
Andrea. x
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